june 21 2008
i really think God has been trying to test my patience and teach me how to be more patient about everything in my life. I need patience with my family. i need patience at work. I need to be patient with my relationships (alot of patience). I need patience (and peace) about my future, my career path. I need patience with changes in my life, and changes within myself. I feel like i had a bit of epiphany earlier int he car. I just really realized and saw that my future doesnt need to be so filled with deadlines and the pressure to be done with school, start a career and a fmaily all within the next several years. I get so worried about where Full Sail fits into the picture time wise and financially. and i worry about my career choice and where it will take me and when. I feel pressure to be done with school by may 2010 but im desperately hoping i can just wait till the fall. I feel the pressure (although i really dont want to) to be in a relationship, to find the one. but the thing i constantly have to remind myself of is to be patient, to seek out God's plan for my life. my life should go accoridng to His plan, not mine and certainly not anyone elses. i desperately need patience and i need to trust the Lord's plans.
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